
Love on a Windowsill
Love is the chemistry
In a physics class
Awkward and tentative
Jittery and tremulous
Unclouded love
Where minutes pass into oblivion
Weak kneed
And fingers move unguided
Through wind filled spaces
With a will of their own
Unawakened love
Of adolescence and beyond
I look back at the mountains of words
Left unsaid
On decimated afternoons
With not a beginning or an end
If you had pronounced it
It would not have been love
You left it at that
At the edematous juncture
Of love and more
Unwritten words
Have faded on the sands of time
The more you hold on to it
The more it drizzles down your shuttered palms
Yes I know, men are different
They ruminate on the days lost in transit
While I roll my lucid tongue
Over blurred images
You sat on the windowsill
With an indecipherable invitation
Dangling your legs
Hands clasped
And wished the room would vacate
Leaving the window open
Whenever I pass the arabesques
Of lighted windows
In a speeding taxi
On a crawling street
The image of an open window
Comes behind me
In slow motion
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Time Series & Other Poems 2005
Copyright@ Pen Books Pvt. Ltd

5 comments:
This poem is special and beautiful, insightful too like most of your poetry.
Chandini, I keep looking at your picture on the blog, and keep wondering how different your look now, at this moment when you are deeply grieving, yet it makes me think that within your grief -this very same smile is hiding there, waiting to welcome the joys of life again, when the time is right. Hugs
Hi,
thanks for dropping by my blog and commenting. Sorry for not dropping by before.
I read this poem of yours and was touched by your expression. I shall take time to read your earlier posts and i am confuident that I will have good time.
I couldnt help , but read the earlier comment. I can just pray to God to give you strength to bear the grief.
They say one door opens when the other closes.
What are doors and windows - I dont even have a ventilator.
There are no doors Chadini, it is all "one" here and there. Doors, are man-made. This is a period of reflection -to be with yourself, to rest, to gain insights, to gather good memories and cherish them -to keep them safe, and yes to grieve, and to be gentle with yourself too. But feelings change, perceptions change; give time -to time.
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